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Well, it has been some time since I have posted. Many things I have wanted to say I think twice about, as I never know who reads this and may get pissed off. Or their feelings hurt. I don't know. The last few weeks have been really shitty and I just wish I had a "normal" life. I wish I didn't think about the things that I think about and certain people all of the time. I wish I could believe what someone told me to be true, although I think they are lying. I want to get out of this town. Hands down the worst decision I have ever made. What was I thinking? This town sucks. I wish my family would listen to me, pack up and leave and never return. This town cripples you, suffocates you and then spits you out to nothing. Too much loss and sorrow for me to bear. I think I'd rather be anywhere but here. I wish I knew that I could trust the ones I call friends.