Yes, I am back...for now

So, yes...I have been gone for awhile. I'd like to say that nothing has changed, and it really hasn't, but it has. I met a great new friend who works with me and her name is Jacalyn. She's super cool and I swear we are like twins. Even my Mom said so. Most of the time we are attached to the hip. Another major thing is that Toby is no longer. I was very hesisitant to speak of him, but oh well. I finally saw through his bull shit. I got tired of being treated like shit in public, then all sweet in private. Oh yeah, and I don't want to be with a five time DUI and a felon. That alone should have told me not to. But hey...don't judge me on this. We dated in high school and I had hoped he had changed. I know that somewhere deep doown, there was a good person dying to get out. And yes, I was going to be the one to fix it. I know he had a hard time when his Mom died. He ruined my birthday and that's not cool. In January, after I got back from my trip, it was finally over. He moved on to some new un-suspecting twinkie and then kept sending me nasty, nasty text messages and voice mails. Had to get the cops involved and I have only seen him once since. The ironic part is that his new g/f is friends with this cat I was interested in and I am sure that she told him un-true things about me. I never told her anything that wasn't untrue about Toby to the best of my knowledge. I just told her what he had put me through. It feels really good to have him out of my life. I mean really, really good. I guess everyone has what I call "toxic friends"but I cannot handle anyone who is violent with me. So, here I am, happy (finally)and having a good time being silly, LAUGHING, drinking beer and waiting for "whatever" comes along. I'm adjusting to being in Iowa and knowing that even though it sucks it's what I have to do right now and if I left it bum me out, it'll reflect on me and no one will want to be around me. I guess it can't be THAT bad. I have a nice place to live, no roommates, a super great family and friends who love me. The rest is just geography. I will visit SC this summer with Jax and we will have a good, no a great time. I'm excited for that. This I know is true!